My most favorite word in the English language is Lugubrious.

lu·gu·bri·ous Pronunciation[loo-goo-bree-uhs, -gyoo-]
mournful, dismal, or gloomy, esp. in an affected, exaggerated, excessively mournful, or unrelieved manner: lugubrious songs of lost love.

I love how it rolls off the tongue. It also describes the most strange feeling and sense of gloom, sadness, and emptiness. Over-dramatic? Yes. I know…but I guess I’m always a little over the top. I love it because it’s the most erie feeling. It’s not just an emotion of feeling sad or empty; it sets a tone. I’m not sure if I’m making any sense.

Anyway, thanks for the kind words everyone. It brings a smile to my face each time I read my blog’s comments and find that I have some very caring readers with words of support.

Don’t worry. Pooh and I didn’t break up or anything extreme. Like all relationships, we have our ups and downs. Although, lately, things have been mostly down. I am sure things will eventually get better but I can’t help but feel sad right now.

I’ll expaciate further when I feel more comfortable and feel that I can clearly express my thoughts. But for now, don’t worry…I’ll be ok :)

  • John Halcyon von Rothschild
    May 31, 2008

    Honey, I suggest you and him take time out to think…just you and him. No other friends. No booze. Reconnect and rediscover why you fell in love with each other in the first place. Good Luck. Ciao!

  • daemon
    May 31, 2008

    * hugs *

    its the only thing i can give you guys…

    cliche to say, but everythings gonna turn out good…

  • sonaicef
    May 31, 2008

    hi tiggah! hope everything will be ok soon, kaya mo yan! cheer up!

  • Anonymous
    May 31, 2008

    hey bro! hope everything is ok now with you and tiggah…stay there together…

    Baby Ron

  • keewhee
    June 1, 2008

    can go for holiday … you can visit hong kong and i bring you guys around :)

  • Rusty
    June 1, 2008

    hey Tiggah…..wish you the best.. just give and take….I know its easy to say but with the one u love, just bear with it. God bless u both.

  • Anonymous
    June 1, 2008

    I don’t think Pooh is happy. When I look at his photos I think I see that something that was there is now gone. I don’t know what that is, but maybe what you’re going through is related to that. I wish you both the best.

  • BrutusVegas
    June 1, 2008


    Have you thought about couple counseling? Sometimes it helps to get an outsider’s perspective on the situation.

    I did a search for your area and came up with this link.

    I know here in Vegas the cost through such a program is reasonable, if I remember right, about $20.00 a visit.

    Can’t hurt to call and find out.. and even if for some reason Pooh wouldn’t want to go, maybe it might be good for you to talk to someone.

    Best of luck to you both! Thoughts and prayers are with you.

  • Luaq Ezplanade
    June 1, 2008

    Hi Morning to you~! Life is always like that..up and down. That we call as challenge of life in order for us to gain experience in facing life each day…whatever it is…take care and think positif…

  • Moralia
    June 2, 2008


  • Anonymous
    June 2, 2008

    cheer up tig! it also makes me kinda sad to know what you are going through to think that you are my most favorite person online. mahal ko kayo! :)

  • Anonymous
    June 4, 2008

    eb and flow

    you’re objective enough to realize what you’re going thru. ride it out.

    you are both worth it to each other.