As many of you know already, my Flickr account was deleted because my “naughty images” had my blog’s watermark on them. For some of you it might be the first time seeing some of these, but for some, they’re probably old news :)
I added a new gallery where I’ll dump all the old images I find in my backup cds and on my comp (VINTAGE TIGGUHH). I can’t go too far back but I managed to find pics from when I was 18 and up. My alter ego Tigguhh was quite the exhibitionist when I was younger, even before I started dating Pooh. I spent a lot of time behind my webcam. Gay asian boy + camera + home alone + bored + horny = lots of naked asian boy pictures. I am not sure if I mentioned it before but I guess it’s kind of a strange fetish of mine that I got off knowing someone was watching me. It’s not about conceit and narcissism, but kind of a feeling of acceptance and a sense that someone actually finds me desireable. I think we all have insecurities and sometimes it’s nice to feel wanted and attractive. It’s kind of hard to explain. Perhaps I’ll devote an entire post to it at a later time, but don’t confuse exhibitionism with being a whore :P. It’s one thing to like showing off and take pictures n stuff but it’s a different thing to just “hook up” – which isn’t me.
As strange as it sounds, when I was a little boy in elementary school, when everyone wanted to be firefighters and astronauts, I wanted to be a successful suit and tie businessman by day and a stripper by night. If I had known what porn was back then I’d probably have wanted to be a porn star instead of a stripper. I guess I’ve always had that alter-ego/double life fascination even as a young boy. Of course, I never done a “when I grow up I want to be a businessman by day and a sexy stripper by night!” report when I was in the 3rd grade, but I am pretty sure I’ve thought about it several times.
Anyway, this post is getting really random. If you’d like to view the VINTAGE TIGGUHH gallery, please only continue if you are 18 years of age or older and live in a state where you are legally able to view gay adult content. Also, please don’t continue if you know me personally…and you know who you are! :)