So my birthday is coming up next month. April 20th. I’ll be turning 26.

Eeek!

I don’t quite know how I feel about it. I guess I’ve just been in kind of a gloomy place these past couple of months. Work has been stressful. The days have been feeling monotonous. I’ve been having low self-esteem, high anxiety, and physical insecurities.  We all go through these low times in our lives and eventually get past it.  I know I’ll get over it.  I guess it’s just been bothering me since I’m going to be a year older.

On the brighter side, Pooh and I are thinking of visiting San Francisco to celebrate both of our birthdays.  Pooh’s birthday is in May.  I still don’t know what I’m going to get him for his birthday.  He’s always very hard to shop for.  Especially since whenever he actually does show some interest in wanting something, it’s usually an expensive electronic of some sort.  I think I know what I want for my birthday.  I really want to get an acoustic guitar.  I’d love a black one since it’s my favorite color (shade, hue, whatever.)  Perhaps when I start posting videos to my blog I’ll have my guitar and play you guys a song!