Those of you that have been following my blog for a while now should know I’ve always had a hard time bulking. I get these little phases where I’m motivated to work out, and then I get lazy and fall off it it.  Well…I’m working out again. Haha I’m feeling better about myself and starting to feel less insecure.  Me!? Insecure?!  Despite my somewhat uninhibited exhibitionist alter ego, you may have wondered why you haven’t seen him much.  I’m getting older, partying a lot, drinking a lot, and we all know how much I eat.  I haven’t been liking how I look and feel.  I’ve blogged about these insecure phases before.  Sometimes you gotta look in the mirror and tell yourself to do something about it.  Even if it takes trying again and again.  Stay positive, and if you fall, hopefully you’ll eventually get tired of just laying there and get right up again.  :)