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Day 3 of my recovery and I’m still feeling very sore and tender. I’m good while my meds are working; I’m in tons of pain when they wear off. I’m pretty bruised and swollen where the incision was made. One weird side affects is that the swelling has dropped down to my scrotum. My balls are frikkin huge right now. Uncomfortably large and heavy. I find it funny and weird so I’m definitely not posting any pictures, sorry. Lol. The weight actually gets painful because it pulls down that area. Hahaha
Thanks for all of the “get well soon” wishes everyone. The surgery went well. I was a bit nervous and scared at first but after sitting in the hospital bed with an IV for an hour or so I calmed down. I just wanted to get it all over with. We had to get to the hospital at 5am…which meant I had to get up at around 4am. I should have just stayed up all night and just got my sleep when they put me under lol. Pooh wouldn’t let me.
Whoever said “it’s not that bad” probably had their hernia repair performed laparoscopically or they had some real good drugs. Since mine got worse, I had to make a large open incision on my pelvis instead. Sure, “it isn’t that bad” when I’m fucked up on pain meds, but when my meds wear off it hurts like a fucking mother fucking bitch fucking shit oh my fucking Jesus Christ of the fucking bridge to fucking terabithia. I accidentally coughed in my sleep last night and it woke me up…my wound felt like it ripped open. FMLITF!!!! 😢😢😭😭
Anyway, on my pain meds I’m fine. I’m like high as a kite! Though I feel some pain when I move, the high feeling distracts me from my pain.
Pooh got me a cute lil get well soon gift full of treats and goodies. He took off two days from work so he can take care of me. So sweet of him. So glad he is here to help me do stuff like get up, eat, get into bed etc. Right now moving around, getting up and down, and even laughing is all painful even with my meds.
Kawawa face when my meds wear off.
My boo got me tons of snacks to munch on since I’ll be home all week haha. So hiiiigh so happyyyyy :]
I love these socks they gave me at the hospital. There super comfy and cute!
Waking up this morning was brutal. My pain meds wore off in my sleep. Might have to take short naps so I can take some more before it wears off. Yesterday felt like the longest day ever but yay I survived lol. Today so far has been spent in bed (Pooh laid out a futon so I can be comfy in the livingroom) watching movies and playing video games. I really want to drink but I guess I can’t do that while on meds. Womp womp. As far so recovery it’s only day two and it doesn’t feel any better than yesterday. My doctor said I should have taken a week off of work to recover but I am scheduled to go back to work on Wednesday. Hopefully I get better by then.
Didn’t sleep much last night. Woke up a couple times before I rolled out of bed at 4 am. It’s 5am now and I’m in the waiting room at the hospital. It’s an outpatient surgery so I should be out of here in a couple hours. There’s something about hospitals and doctors that gives me really high anxiety. They’re also very depressing. They remind me of my grandma and the last couple times I saw her before she passed away. Ugh. I just want to get it over with already.
Pooh is here with me. He’s gonna pick up up after my surgery and take care of me while I’m all drugged up lol. I’m listening to Troye Sivan on Spotify while my Vita charges. It seems I have a long wait. They make you get here at 5 am even though my surgery isn’t until 7:30. -_-…Gonna try to keep my mind distracted with social media, loud music in one ear, and video games. Wish me luck!
This Friday I’ll be having my surgery to fix my inguinal hernia. It’s gotten worse since I first had it and they’ll no longer be able to do the procedure laparoscopically; they’ll need to make a large incision directly over the hernia to patch it up. I’m a little scared. I have a huge anxiety when it comes to Doctor visits and hospitals. I’m also worried about being put to sleep. What if I wake up too early? What if I don’t wake up? I’m sure it’ll be fine.
I haven’t been able to sleep much lately. My insomnia has been getting pretty bad. Each night I’d have only 2 – 4 hours sleep. The only way I’d get a decent night’s rest would be after having blacked out from too much to drink. I know that’s not much better for me either.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me to be honest. I guess I just have a lot going on right now and my mind just won’t shut off. Hopefully having this surgery, having tons of pain meds, and having a bunch of days off to recover will help me get some rest.
Thanks everyone for the positive vibes and good luck wishes. It feels nice to know you guys care.
Thank you also for still following my blog. I love hearing people say “I used to read your blog!”…but I think I love hearing “I love/read your blog!” more.
I know many of you have probably given up on the idea by now…but it will happen! Lol. The good thing about my insecurities keeping my alter ego Tigguhh from making many appearances is that I have lots of content (especially videos) from the past 2 years that I’ve never posted. I’ve just turned 33 and I am not getting any younger. Since 33 is my lucky and favorite number…guess it’s time. I’ve recently started doing shows on Chaturbate. Since I can’t figure out how to do a live stream thing on my website, Tiggahslife.com members will have exclusive access to Private Shows. Fun! :)