GETTING OLDER!

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So my birthday is coming up next month. April 20th. I’ll be turning 26.

Eeek!

I don’t quite know how I feel about it. I guess I’ve just been in kind of a gloomy place these past couple of months. Work has been stressful. The days have been feeling monotonous. I’ve been having low self-esteem, high anxiety, and physical insecurities.  We all go through these low times in our lives and eventually get past it.  I know I’ll get over it.  I guess it’s just been bothering me since I’m going to be a year older.

On the brighter side, Pooh and I are thinking of visiting San Francisco to celebrate both of our birthdays.  Pooh’s birthday is in May.  I still don’t know what I’m going to get him for his birthday.  He’s always very hard to shop for.  Especially since whenever he actually does show some interest in wanting something, it’s usually an expensive electronic of some sort.  I think I know what I want for my birthday.  I really want to get an acoustic guitar.  I’d love a black one since it’s my favorite color (shade, hue, whatever.)  Perhaps when I start posting videos to my blog I’ll have my guitar and play you guys a song!

9 Comments
  • Rei
    March 28, 2009

    Wow you’re a taurus too! don’t sweat it dude you’re only going to turn 26!! life is just beginning!
    I wonder if pooh is a taurus too? If he is then that is super awesome.. we can all be stubborn together! chee hoo!
    Anyways, whatever you guys plan to do, i’m sure it will be great.
    take care. aloha

  • MmSM
    March 28, 2009

    There’s something about having a birthday in April thats depressing. Maybe it has to do with it being Spring and me not being a spring person which is why I’m either depressed or enraged during April.

    Get him one of those weird Japanese watches that tell time by some weird little lights. I think it was a pie watch.

  • Dave
    March 28, 2009

    You are certianly aging very beautifully OMG I wish I aged so good. Pooh is very lucky that he has your love.

  • Conundrum
    March 29, 2009

    Yay! Can’t wait for your song! =D

  • Kai
    March 29, 2009

    Happy BDay :) Been following your blog for more than a year now. Please continue to share your wonderful stories with Pooh

  • Joe
    March 30, 2009

    Everybody feels the same at one point or the other. What matters is whether you area going with grace. And you definitely are.I pray always for your happiness with Pooh.

  • Joe
    March 30, 2009

    Sorry. There’s a mistake. hehehe. What matters is whether you are growing old with grace.

  • dale
    April 1, 2009

    wee!!!
    im an EL TORO too, hehe.
    and turning 26 also!
    woohoo, mabuhay tayong mga beinte sais ;)
    we’ve survived 1/4 a century! cheers to us silver people, hehe.
    am excited about the video blogging thing, and you playing the guitar. perhaps one time, tigguh can come out and play with the guitar too. hihi. i mean, you playing the guitar, and your tigguh, hihi.
    mwahugs
    maagang pagbati sa iyong kaarawan! :D

  • alan soh
    April 20, 2009

    Happy Birthday, Tiggah, hope you have many many more happy returns of the day. I love your blog, do keep up the good work!